It's Mother's Day today, and Jared just showed me a video about a girl who's baby was born with a severe cleft palate and he is blind as well. She talked aout how hard it was to be outin public. How peole would stare and whisper. What I wouldn't give to be able to take mackinley out in public. She was perfect, imperfections and all. And there are days I wish would would have fought to no end to keep her here with us. Because i wonder how much time we could have had with her if we would have tried to keep her alive.